I've only had one true friend, and I grew up with him. I knew everything there was to know about him. I suppose I compare all relationships that I have to that one. The other people of my world ... it took a very long time for them to accept me into their world. But even then, I think hey would be happy if I was not. It's an acceptance born out of necessity before anything else...
I suppose that is why I worry so much about friendships here.
oh yeah limited experience makes things pretty hard you dont know what to expect or how things might turn out or whats the right thing to do and what isnt one point of comparsons better than nothing at least?
it makes sense though , why youd be worried to me anyway
[ It is and isn't a lie. The only real friend that he has ever had is Urick. He is the only one who will always love him regardless of what shape he has. Regardless of how far he ruins himself. Everyone else is simply broken by his hand or magic to love him. To be his friend. To adore him. He doesn't have this hear and so that is what makes him the most nervous. How can he trust these people when they are not Urick? How can he trust them when he hasn't completely broken them under his will? How? ]
Even after two years, I cannot make myself relax.
And no, there is no one from my world. The only one that ever came from my world was a mad woman! She is no longer here and for that I am glad. No one would be left alive on this ship if she were here. I doubt even your powers could hold her for she held two elementals -- fire and water. Her power was great and her madness was greater. To think that is the only one I ever got to see from my world ... and she wanted to eat me, I'm sure.
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I've only had one true friend, and I grew up with him. I knew everything there was to know about him. I suppose I compare all relationships that I have to that one. The other people of my world ... it took a very long time for them to accept me into their world. But even then, I think hey would be happy if I was not. It's an acceptance born out of necessity before anything else...
I suppose that is why I worry so much about friendships here.
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yeah limited experience makes things pretty hard
you dont know what to expect or how things might turn out or whats the right thing to do and what isnt
one point of comparsons better than nothing at least?
it makes sense though , why youd be worried
to me anyway
is there anyone from your world here?
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[ It is and isn't a lie. The only real friend that he has ever had is Urick. He is the only one who will always love him regardless of what shape he has. Regardless of how far he ruins himself. Everyone else is simply broken by his hand or magic to love him. To be his friend. To adore him. He doesn't have this hear and so that is what makes him the most nervous. How can he trust these people when they are not Urick? How can he trust them when he hasn't completely broken them under his will? How? ]
Even after two years, I cannot make myself relax.
And no, there is no one from my world. The only one that ever came from my world was a mad woman! She is no longer here and for that I am glad. No one would be left alive on this ship if she were here. I doubt even your powers could hold her for she held two elementals -- fire and water. Her power was great and her madness was greater. To think that is the only one I ever got to see from my world ... and she wanted to eat me, I'm sure.